Perfectly Lonely

i don't know what's up, but there's something about how john mayer writes his lyrics that always gets me... from slow dancing in a burning room, to half of my heart, to gravity, his songs always has a special place in my heart. i mean seriously, where does he get his inspiration for writing such amazing songs with deep meanings... and double meanings i should say...

well right now, my current favorite john mayer song is Perfectly Lonely. i love the lyrics of the song. i mean, perfectly lonely?? seriously?? how cool is that?? i don't even know if that's a good thing or not... but from the looks of it... there's a lot to the song that i still don't know... how can you be lonely and be satisfied with everything? i have no idea. no way i would want to be in that situation. there's this line in the song that really struck me...

"i'll take my chances and start again... and when i look behind on all my younger times, i'd like to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong."

maybe i'm a victim of that line that's why i could relate to it so much. but shit. maybe. haha. i've been going through alot and i can definitely say that that line sums it all up for me. i need not explain anymore.

wow. as one of my friends told me, i have way of messing things up when things are going so well... well, i hope i don't this time. PLEASE. i'm finding the perfect balance on how i can make this work.

i saw a shooting star today. it made my day. maybe that's a good start. here's to you john mayer. can't wait to see you in concert very soon. thanks for the music:)